Aug 2, Due Date (K)

So today when I woke up I started to quote Dr. Sues "Congratulations! Today is your day. You're off to great places! You're off and away!" hoping to give some kind of encouragement to little the guy. But half way through the day and it doesn't look like he is coming today. I want to cry. My back is in great pain and I'm not really sure what else I can go to convince the little one to join our world. But until then I guess I just get to sit and try to relax and just get over the pain. No use in really stressing about something you really don't have control over. Still I am going to try and stay positive and say that there is still the other half of the day to come and even tomorrow... he can't stay in there forever. 

On another note, I have a house full of baby stuff and a little guy that kicks me frequently, and yet I still find myself in amazement that I am going to be a mother. I've always wanted to be a mom and so seeing this dream in reach is just crazy for me. I know that he is going to have loving parents and grandparents and that he is going to have lots of love in his life, but I still am a little worried that I wont know what to do. I don't expect to be some expert, but now that this is staring me in the face, I am just looking for answers and hoping that I have an idea about how to solve whatever problems come my way.